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南边文艺第八届签约作家丨田紫涵

作者介绍:田紫涵,笔名谜影梦蝶,南边文化艺术馆第八届签约作家,出版小说《谜影梦蝶》,纸飞机公众号编辑。

 

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创作手记:雨滴划过天空,洗净时间铅华。人总是想要尝试一下不一样的风景,曾经的梦想,似乎早被遗忘。当重新捡起拾起时,忘却当初是为了什么?我是一个理科生,小时候特别羡慕那些作家,把自己幻想的东西给别人看看就可以有人喜欢(当然自己尝试后发现不是这样的)。我特别喜欢讲故事,最近副业特别火,就想试试。

 

代表作品:


Existence

By: Zihan (Angela) Tian

 

Do I exist or do I not?

am I a man of substance with flesh and bone?

Or am I simply a phantom roam under light?

 

Following the pace of sleepwalkers,

like my fellow dreamers illuminated by fantasy,

similar to drunken men wavering about on weakness legs,

I unaware.

Either dead,

or lay in suspended animation.

 

Awakened at the point of death.

Freed for wakeful living.

Opened my eyes.

Then,

light stabbed through darkness…

No…

It is always there…

Pardon me?

A hoax?

A contradiction?

Seeing the darkness of lightness?

 

Moaning on the asphalt

seeing the light,

suffering from the heat,

realizing the darkness,

I laugh while I moan.

 

I recognized my state of existence,

indeed,

nothing!

 

Strange,

indeed,

a phantom,

needs light,

desires light,

loves light.

Nothing must get in the way of need for light.

 

I traveled softy

not waking those asleep.

Waking sleep walkers is danger.

They, lost in a dream world,

carry out fight without realization.

They stood in the mist of imperceptible flowing time,

while I shifted with its nodes.

 

Am? I was,

perhaps shall be again,

float with the current,

for its irresistibility.

 

Irresponsible.

Oh,

I leaped to agree with thou.

I could have ring the bell,

but,

yes,

fearing,

hesitating,

eventually yield.

 

How could a nonsexist phantom be stigmatized.

Responsibility rests upon recognition,

and, yes, how many of us refuse to recognize ourselves?

Why? to fit in.

Why? to be safe.

And yet? Why?

 

I, snarling in incompatible notions,

was, indeed, a coward.

Maybe fallacious,

but, indeed,

thou can’t prove me right nor wrong.

An assumption is made.

I, like other, was visible.


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